Here we go :
"kranthi never utters a single Bword" one friend reveals.
"you should say some Bwords...its not bad. you should...you must...you have to....you ...." one tried to hypnotise. :-)
"you are missing the majaa by not using them..its a lot of fun,...thrilling" one friend confessed.
These are the remarks or comments or advices or whatever my friends gave me.
I am goin to give them a change-your-opinion-about-kranthi story.Now, all of those who know me and who wants me to speak Bwords will love me and all those who doesnt want me to speak those words will kill me :-)
So..be my guests and fasten your seat belts in my time machine as we are time-travelling to my school days @ 3rd class :
When I was in 3rd class my uncle was in his B.Sc. days (degree).He had a good group of close-friends and they used to hang out at our house. As I was very close to my uncle(still i am :) ) I always took part in their get-together-have-chat-have-fun-moments.And whenever they talked they had their conversations filled with some Bwords ,on and off.
On one such day , the NEURONS in my brain caught two of thos B-words and were raring to eject them .Just looking for a right moment and a right target :P .And It happened the same day. I was playing in the ground close to our house.The victim was Radha aka RadhaKrishna. (atleast he seemed victim at that moment but he was not).While we were playing some issue cropped up and I hurled " " " ".I scolded him in telugu.Two words were uttered succesively.No gap. I just said.But I didnt mean that. His two reactions were... Number one :Completely shocked face. Number two: Sarcastic Smiling face. But,mine was the only emotion :Numbness ,though it was me who said that. I was badly shaken up by what i did. I was worried and I pleaded him not to tell anybody. But he was smiling. Intriguing smile... I remeber that. How can I forget that ???
The real hell began....
Radha and me ,being the classmates,finished the evening prayer at school and,in school uniform,, we were heading towards the outgate in a queue. And then...he started it "Kranthi..I'll tell to sir waht u said" . I was petrified.'Petrified' is a less -intensed -word expression of my feelings at that time. I was like ' almost dead'. Actually, at that time,from the day i said ,i had been analysing all the time things like "what i said" "why i said" "how i said" and was goin through a real bad phase. And to make matters worse, he satared this torture. I begged him " please raa..dont do that". He relented that day.
Two days after.... he started it again " I will complain abt you. You used bad language.U said ' ' , ' ' . I felt like "God!!!! Why am i still alive? ". I finally tried to make the complaint less grievous and i suggested " okay raa...but dont tell him waht i said actually ,instead tell him just that i called u Idiot and Rascal" ( wah.!!! waht an escape attempt? " ). BUt he responded as if he never used that kind of words(he uses often) and as if he never spoke a lie before " why?? why would I lie? " And I dont need to explain my feelings at that time.You can guess !!!!
He never said anything about that to any sir.But for a long time..he sort of blackmailed me and he enjoyed it to maximum.hahaha. And I always made a fool of myself worrying whenever he broached the topic.
I remember that day. i remember how i had that urge of saying those words. i remember what i said " " ," ".
adios:
Kranthi
P.S: Now you can change your opinion on me :(
Thats the first and last time i said something like that. Any guesses what I said that day ? ;-)
