Helloooo !!!!

Long time..huh???? When I opened blog today, first, I thought I would start with writing how much I miss blogging here.  Overruled. Then I thought I would write about some incident from my college or school.  Overruled. Then I thought “what exactly  am I trying for??. What shall I write? “.Thoughts didn’t lead me anywhere. In fact, at this moment, I don’t know whether I really want to write anymore. I stopped thinking and started  jotting down..some random thoughts or anecdotes or  whatever!!!! 

I have been  working in the night shifts for quite some time. Terrible !!!!  No proper sleep lately. Will tell you the yesterdays event. Mine is the last drop point  and after dropping all, by the time I went home,it was around 4 in the morning. The first  thing I did was – picked some thick bed sheets and clipped to the windows so that no light, in the morning ,would enter inside and disturb my sleep. I thought with all the darkness in the room, I could simulate the night in the day.

I woke up. Expecting the time to be around 12 noon , I checked the time. Its just around 9. Frustrated. I would have been happier if it was a weekend. Because, everyone right from their school days would like to get up early on a Sunday. Hmm… I tried sleeping with different postures->sleeping with head resting on right palm, then on left palm,then dorsal lie down, then ventral lie down, then pulling legs closer to the stomach etc etc  . Being defeated successfully,, got up  and continued with the daily mundane routine. I was so disappointed and kind of angry . Couldn’t have a perfect 5 hour sleep at least. And no matter how hard I tried, couldn’t  get a wink in the afternoon post lunch. The other biggest problem with these shifts is - skipping breakfast. In fact, I don’t feel like eating at all. If you happen to see me in this period, you can see an unshaven face with eyes gone deep inside.

I came to office in the evening. Someone said “looking gud”. In shock, when I asked them what made them say  so in these circumstances, they replied accentuating the word exactly    “ EXACTLY.. u look worse! “ .