Kranthi to Kranthi

Dearest Kranthi,

How are you doin...Missing hyderabad? I know you do.You had some beautiful moments in your last trip to hyderabad. I know its hard to express those feelings in words . I observed every reaction of yours and i found how happy you were ..you had this urge to explain that to somebody and you didnt.For this..Wiliam Blakes or William wordsworths wont come to help you. So, i am attempting this hard task ...lets see how it turns into.

i think thats the saturday. am i right ,kranthi? . . whats the time you finished off the shopping at the mall near Durgam cheruvu ..it was around 9 30 pm i guess.You liked the mall very much as it was so spacious with minimum crowd . After shopping you were driving ramesh's bike and he sat on the pillion. You both were goin towards Chandanagar. And there..on that road from the mall to hi-tec city.. you felt the cool pleasant summer breeze for the first time in this year. i know how your heart jumped with joy at that instant.you were on bike...and.. the breeze...the summer breeze...from all sides was circling you..hugging you playfully .That breeze had the same aroma which you experience every summer since childhood. You wondered,as always, how the breeze would get that fragrance...hello,dont look at me..when YOU cannot express your feelings how can I do,buddy ? Really hard. And you enjoyed the whole ride. You are like floating. At that moment,you thought there was something magic in that breezy summer night at hyderabad. Didnt you stop the bike somewhere for a while? Yes, you did. The whole rocky area around you also seemed pleasant to you. i know you siad to yourself " I miss hyderabad".

Let me narrate your experience at Bhanupuri also. You felt the bike was in good condition, you were in jeans and shirt comfortably , the weather was awesomely best and that whole thing excited you to go on a long ride at that hour.Where to go...?where to go..?. I must say you were crazy to think like that. Do you have any idea what was the time then? .You were coming from the night-show and it was midnight.You were goin home after the show on bike. There were big big neem trees alongside the road to your left. As if they knew you,suddenly,the trees standing in the whole line waved at you ..wow.. what a lovely breeze...You loved it so much that you ecstatically wanted to go for a long ride. You lifted your head and you breathed deeply. Beautiful.ain't it? For these cherishable experiences you love this season however harsh it is sometimes in the afternoons.

Every friend close to you knows you love this season .Sometimes,they mock at you when you say about your summer love. phir bhi tujhe achha lagtha hai naa?? :-)

Anyways.. kranthi dear, howz (this) my mail to you? Liked???

adios
kranthi

To-Do List for this weekend @ Bangalore

1. Avoid too much TV ing.
2. Buy low-cost-and-not-bad-quality speakers . Because too much ipoding with earphones will sure deafen me.
3. Start reading a book.
4. Go Shopping... , though alone.
5. Enjoy music in the new speakers.
6. Go for a walk in the nights beacuse these are beautiful summer nights .While doing so, beware of street dogs.

'B-Kranthi' where B = Bad :-)

Prescript: For my convenience , here I am using the term 'B-words/Bwords' instead of 'Bad Words' as it is tiresome to type everytime the whole lengthy word and moreover "Bwords" sounds like sort of euphemiser for "Bad words" :P

Here we go :

"kranthi never utters a single Bword" one friend reveals.

"you should say some Bwords...its not bad. you should...you must...you have to....you ...." one tried to hypnotise. :-)

"you are missing the majaa by not using them..its a lot of fun,...thrilling" one friend confessed.

These are the remarks or comments or advices or whatever my friends gave me.

I am goin to give them a change-your-opinion-about-kranthi story.Now, all of those who know me and who wants me to speak Bwords will love me and all those who doesnt want me to speak those words will kill me :-)

So..be my guests and fasten your seat belts in my time machine as we are time-travelling to my school days @ 3rd class :

When I was in 3rd class my uncle was in his B.Sc. days (degree).He had a good group of close-friends and they used to hang out at our house. As I was very close to my uncle(still i am :) ) I always took part in their get-together-have-chat-have-fun-moments.And whenever they talked they had their conversations filled with some Bwords ,on and off.

On one such day , the NEURONS in my brain caught two of thos B-words and were raring to eject them .Just looking for a right moment and a right target :P .And It happened the same day. I was playing in the ground close to our house.The victim was Radha aka RadhaKrishna. (atleast he seemed victim at that moment but he was not).While we were playing some issue cropped up and I hurled " " " ".I scolded him in telugu.Two words were uttered succesively.No gap. I just said.But I didnt mean that. His two reactions were... Number one :Completely shocked face. Number two: Sarcastic Smiling face. But,mine was the only emotion :Numbness ,though it was me who said that. I was badly shaken up by what i did. I was worried and I pleaded him not to tell anybody. But he was smiling. Intriguing smile... I remeber that. How can I forget that ???

The real hell began....

Radha and me ,being the classmates,finished the evening prayer at school and,in school uniform,, we were heading towards the outgate in a queue. And then...he started it "Kranthi..I'll tell to sir waht u said" . I was petrified.'Petrified' is a less -intensed -word expression of my feelings at that time. I was like ' almost dead'. Actually, at that time,from the day i said ,i had been analysing all the time things like "what i said" "why i said" "how i said" and was goin through a real bad phase. And to make matters worse, he satared this torture. I begged him " please raa..dont do that". He relented that day.

Two days after.... he started it again " I will complain abt you. You used bad language.U said ' ' , ' ' . I felt like "God!!!! Why am i still alive? ". I finally tried to make the complaint less grievous and i suggested " okay raa...but dont tell him waht i said actually ,instead tell him just that i called u Idiot and Rascal" ( wah.!!! waht an escape attempt? " ). BUt he responded as if he never used that kind of words(he uses often) and as if he never spoke a lie before " why?? why would I lie? " And I dont need to explain my feelings at that time.You can guess !!!!

He never said anything about that to any sir.But for a long time..he sort of blackmailed me and he enjoyed it to maximum.hahaha. And I always made a fool of myself worrying whenever he broached the topic.

I remember that day. i remember how i had that urge of saying those words. i remember what i said " " ," ".

adios:
Kranthi

P.S: Now you can change your opinion on me :(

Thats the first and last time i said something like that. Any guesses what I said that day ? ;-)